Friends, letting them know how much they are worth.

Thank you for my friends. Jack, LJ, Germaine, desiree, YS, Pris for a wonderful year spent with you all. Jokes aside, you guys bring more than the sunshine in my life.

Thank you Liang Yi, Fiq, Pan, JS, Ben, XS,YQ for being the people I can trust and rely on.

Thank you derrick, Joe, XM, Kenny and Zhenyuan,nurul,,nardira,jo and kc. It's been great knowing that you are being more than just a friend to me.Nice knowing my new friends.

Are you growing? (In the physical, mental and spiritual sense)

If you fail to see these blessings, you are not growing spiritually. God has given us these position, for us to reach. It is about your commitment, not about time or knowledge or religious activities, but applying what you have learnt. True freedom comes from commitment. Those who are not committed are bounded by their own selfish desires. You don't want to confine yourself because you know you are not going to fulfill it. How can you grow with a person you cannot submit and obey? That's why you are in plateau?

9th Mar is a revitalised day.

"If you think you are at a loss, think of those who never lived a longer life to have thought of that"
"If you are suffering from a bad relationship, think of those who never had the chance to be love and be loved"

I'm so blessed. Period.

Jack: I can see you rotting. Do you know what you are doing? Stop!

I've passed my BTT.

D day! Scrumptious buffet prior to judgement day.

"Wanna try a tantalising slice of cake?" Ha. Buffet at Royal Prince was great. Ambience, camaraderie amng pple was good. Today marks the last day of Jo's stint in c!v!ca. It's really a blessing to have known him as he really shares! From Hong-Kong to Singapore, cynical remarks of the education to his love life, haha, we really opened up to each other. Great! Sadly, I was lost for words on the last day. Prob due to the anxiety building up prior to the release of results!

Well, 2 B's 2 C's for my main subjects is really disappointing. Stil I'm looking forward to the next path of my life. NS in the form of OCS and uni life. Engineering, it looks to be...

A level = The thought of it is killing me. On a seperate note, anxiety too!

2 more days til the release of A level results. I can see my friends, classmates and the gang. I knew of what results I would be getting, so I'm not afraid.

Oh ya. Thanks Priscilla, Jack, Xiangshan and Liangyi for extending their support for me all this while. It's not work related, it just feels like mid-life crisis.

"All of us care abt u. And God offers help thru God's pple." Thanks. I felt encouraged at least.

Cell group

Wed is cell group day. What am I doing here?

The aftermath of emo-ing.

It's good to reflect about your life. There will be times when you feel that hey i felt much better after reflecting upon yourself. You don't blame work for stripping yourself of the time to be yourself, but a chance to be more of yourself.

Less company at work = Loneliness? Boredom? No!

Today KC and Shafiq officially left the workplace, which means there would be less (not lesser) stupid nonsense, tricks and talking crap ranging from topics like love to actors. Lol. But i'm glad I knew and worked with them. (suka bekerja dengan mereka) as they are as lame, joker and witty as I am! Haha. Who in the world would forget to switch off the computer deliberately? +winks+

Which brings me to the idea of organising a gathering with all the temp staffs? A movie, makan, jalan, talking anything under the sun?

You make your own fun by being yourself.

My apologies.

Sorry for the constant missed calls, unreplied messages and the cold water. I was searching myself and exploring my feelings but I was lost. I need a compass. Redemption, direction, purpose, support is what I need, after all the ninja-like seclusion and reflection. A new way of life, as of now:)

Mindless Anxiety..

The real problem with people is that he/she thinks there are lots of problems when in fact, there is actually no problem at all. I guess that's me. Any word to describe it?